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Dec 30 2005, 11:51 AM
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I cut my hair myself and watched them falling down, what a feeling, I sensed the rejuvenation running through the body and it reactivated all my sleeping nerves. This was the second times I decided to shave my head. The first one I tried was about a year ago. The experience I got was hard to explain, words seemed worthless. Just the emotion and the illusion of leaving part of my unwanted history behind, I shaved my head to get a new look, to become a new person. I shaved my head myself and through the experience I figured out my lost spirit. There, you closed your eyes and let the shaver led the way, you sensed your hair dropping on the floor, suddenly you grew eyes everywhere, and you felt like you saw things you’ve not seen before. You felt you experienced dimensions. You just felt it, the sensation of the inner world. And people asked me why I destroyed my look. I looked them in the eyes and smiled. Only those who did what I've just done knew the answer why, we wanted the answer, the feeling but we, human were too hesitated to take necessary steps. I shaved my head and I knew I would do it again several times later during my life. It was my own philosophy, something I kept for myself; I said it was a secret. It happened simultaneously and harmony with nature. I did it; the ceremony was devoted to teach myself the art of patience and commitment to the work that I was pursuing. I lifted it to the next level; I moved it toward the point of simple judgment. Today I shaved my head again to reborn, reeducated myself once more time. Today I felt alive. The fear, the feeling of what was waiting ahead or the failure to shave my head myself, I recognized the truth laying in fear and frustration. All of us, even the heroes spend our day living in defeat until we did something. If we wanted something to happen, new things must be done. Each day I stood on the string hanging across the fire sea, below me was hell. In front of me was future and myth. I knew I was eaten by my angers and cries for long. I hold inside the gift, the miracle, the power but also my greatest doubt. I’ve been feeding the doubt and neglecting the task for too long. No more excuses. I was born to do what I was born to do. I knew it was my mission.
Bài viết này được sửa chữa mông má bởi NguoiVN: Dec 30 2005, 11:58 AM -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Dec 30 2005, 12:15 PM
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Oh baby, I need a rest
Doing, dreaming, I so imagine I so masturbate, cause I so want more Enough, there aren’t enough, never enough In this road to unhappiness I, through wet dream Wild, angry, mad I so, need rest So I ask For tomorrow from yesterday I so don't know today Who am I? More more and more So I so I I write a line with types of scripts who cares I'm not there Have been thought and said Precisely the same way So I masturbate More more and more Really at, reach there Yet yet, no no Past, present or future I fall out from no where Not a question of knowing I do, as it is fear, the knowing Who am I? Who are you? I sing or shout That moment in this moment Reason Time is to be sent, spent Can I return to this memory? Illusion of present, present So I, I masturbate I want to see God This moment, the balance The fraction of so I, I so moment Then, you see, taste, and touch smelling me You, increasing as the thing is in motion Approaching in its passing I am and you are So I constantly ask For Who am I Between lines I draw The unknown Decota # 2 the misery please help me babe as it was eaten me inside things i could not dare to cry masturbation the object is love, but the subject is sin the spin of what to be called the hint from God God me, God you oh God I so need masturbation it's fucking boring you people why don't just stop talking QG #1 It' late at night, I cannot sleep So many thoughts right now I keep The dreadful silent makes me shiver The darkness also sends a quiver Right this now, I'm a running man Right from the start, Hiding from my emotion I fear that love will make me blind I'm tired of being in this situation Right from the start, I miss you Don't play with my heart For a running man like me The feelings haunt me day by day No one know I stay up crying No one knows my soul is dying Cause I'm a running man, I'm a running man What do I seek? When will this end Where is love when I need it most? Yet, I'm home again but I feel like such a ghost For once again, you came back to my heart Right at this now, I'm a running man Conversation with Trinh Cong Son Which dust has transmigrated to me For one day I waken from dust Oh, what a sublime dust! For one fate running Which dust has transmigrated to me For sometime I will become dust Oh, what a weary dust! For those unallayed grief cried Many years I was flesh and blood For one day with the snow The languishing leaves fell down God, one hundred years only for today! -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 4 2006, 10:23 AM
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I also said I had purpose
Crossing the sea, rocking the wind facing fire, for the search of that very first thought Of every road leading me to madness to the unknown wishing Hell the personal me within I’m asking for more in the crashing of pressure to achieve one greatest pleasure loneliness, hell of emotion Greatness, heaven under the sun yelling within silence Grieving inside happy moment Experience the difference Distance of Enlightening Again, to the me within within and within the cover of a fruit the should I wish I could mood of anxiety voice of fury dream in peace rest in me I wish I wish wishing in violence asking but giving no reason the moment within carving within dying within within and within lonesomeness to the within within lonesomeness tearing out confusion the bubble of allusion I had a conclusion extrusive force of life in the given circle of trust exaggerating the must deceiving my own purpose And the rhythm of anger adding the flavor of dashing in the process of defining the missing the link of purpose to the glory of perfection what is good in that walk Addicting to power Lying repeatedly Buying ticket to pass the Satan’s gate the sign of me the within, within and within inner power, inner sin to the me, only me the greatest goddess Gross madness He's lonely clickin on the teeth tickin and ticking sound of his own movin chewing nails sticking gum sucking thumb Drawin to some conclusion to the me, the only me sign of sickness looking or observing dying or breathin Drinking or vomitin in or out up or down beginin or ending take a look you or me who is he? hello then I may want to ask you to count within me is it the first time or is it not is it the same old rhythm or it is not should I make something different see they continue talking while walkin see he continues typin while frozenin Does it make a difference cuz People think and act differently. Silence for he to think And to do what Where is life leading him When future is covered With a blanket And he could just barely see It’s me Opened and closed his eyes A long silence falls Like a deep breath his dim recollection Darkness is all over The heart is weaker his soul is silver It's me I waited here for an answer Come from the source within Meaning of wrong acts Predicting future Find my blue print Another day has passed away Findin myself return to the same old way And again darkness is all over The heart is weaker I continue waiting here for one answer From within Meaning of life His collecting of teeth -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 4 2006, 10:36 AM
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hahaha I dare you to read
you fuckin stupid smilin while cryin the anger is freezing talkless, fuckless, suckless the cow has a hat on his head I have a horn on mine the bird has winds on his feather I gave him a drink You have to drink wine while eating fish You gotta be drunk while shitting I had nothing no winds oh but I had a horn and I did give a cow or a birdie a drink Yesterday I offered the goat a meal Now he comes everyday asking for food people said he is good quite powerful they said he is western Remembered I gave him food without me he must be found dead already but I think I have nothin And people come and asked me for shits -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 5 2006, 11:55 AM
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Today I’m hungry for a kiss
Kiss ass, I count one, two, and three… Where are you, why don’t you kiss with me? Together, we kiss some asses Kiss ass, I’ve kissed so many But still wondered How many more I can kiss Fat ass, small ass They are just asses, so let kiss But you said, you don’t feel like You are going to do it O.K, just do some practice Here’s my ass, why don’t you kiss Where is yours, so I can kiss Kissin asses And there is things to ask Just, just a fast old way Proven to make things your way Oh, how could you master that fast? Now, you want more asses My friend, you already loved kissing Ass pissed and kissed Life is that simple, just to kiss asses pissed You said, and I laughed Sure, it’s just ass Why don’t we just kiss? And one two three Kiss ass, my friend Life, it’s just that easy -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 5 2006, 12:04 PM
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Slowly I took out the slip-skin of my grape. I looked at it for a while and used my fingers to move it around. I squeezed it a little bit and licked the juice. It was a human thing; I threw the grape into my mouth and felt its sweet taste. It tasted good. I did not want to eat this grape because it was the last one I got. So, I took it out and looked at it again one more time. I then sucked the seeds out of the grape. I crushed them in my mouth and tried their bitterness. I licked my lips to make them wet and looked at the fan moving. Immediately I saw a lizard. It was starring at the light. I observed the lizard for long. We, both at ease, having nothing to do; we stoned ourselves. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth wide. My lips were dry till the point I had the feeling that they were completely gone. As I was here, and the lizard up on the ceiling, the phone rang and I picked it up. “Hey” “Hey, how is everything going?” “Nothing new” “Did you just call me?” “Yeah, I felt so bored” “You want to go to a gay club with me?” “What the hell?” “I want to see how the lesbian and gay have fun” She laughed. “Yeah, you rite” “Hahaha__” “So, what’s up?” “What’s up?” “What are you doing?” “I’m starring at myself in the mirror” “Cool” “It was so fucking nasty. Today I touched a cockie” “Tell me” “I was looking through my mama’s closet and my finger brushed up against it” “In your Mom’s closet…” “It was so nasty” “What? What__” “I was fucking screamed and ran out of the house with only my towel on. I was taking a the shower” “So did your cockie chase after you?” “Nope, when I came back, it’s gone” “Wait a minute. I’m getting confused. What do you mean it’s gone?” “The roach” “What?” “Man when I tell my stories you need to be paying 100% attention” “When you said cockie, I didn’t think you meant a roach. I don’t know anyone who calls a roach a cockie. Hahaha” “Well, I do” “Now I do too” “I was so fucking grossed. I could get my finger amputated” “Hahaha__ I’m jus picturing that in my head right now. You screaming and running with a towel on.” “How sexy__ I’m sure it would turn anybody on” “How you scream” “Hahaha” “I’m thinking like how you made that weird sound?” “You know it’s sexy” “Now I think it’s kind of funnier than attractive” “Do you want it to be attractive?” “Nope, I’m just messing” “I forgot how we started this conversation” “Hey, I’m so proud. My ass is finally growing” “What the fuck!” “Hahahaha…” “Shut up” “At least something on my body grows unlike yer dead penis” “What? Hey, I’m proud of my penis unlike you playing with your dildo” “Hahahaha… I don’t touch dildo. I don’t like fake stuff, like yo and yer fake dick” “Hahahah… Fake? I’ll show what this fake stuff can do” “Rape” “Hahahaha” “Yo still giving me that dildo for my birthday right? I want a new and unopened one.” “Hahahaha… You are funny” But a second later I sensed something wrong in her voice, so I asked. “Hey, what’s up?” “What are you doing?” “Nothing__ Did school open yet?” “Yep, I’m glad I get myself out of this house by going to school. I got two jobs so I don’t have to go home.” “I know but don’t worry. You’ll graduate soon. You’ll get yourself in college, find the one far so you can go” “I know. I’ll go to Austin” “Good” “The doctor called us today and told us that mama has something inside her body and needs surgery ASAP. So the family's all worried that she might caught cancer or some shit and is dying from it.” “Are you serious?” “So my son of a bitch pap starts talking and lecturing her how she "deserves" this punishment and how she’s going to go to hell when she dies because she hasn’t been a ‘good’ Christian.” “Just don’t give a fuck about it” “I remember my pap used to hug and give me kisses on the forehead a loooooooooooooong time ago. Whatever happened to daddy's little girl? After you see ugly reality you leave your blissful fantasy. Oh, today Jamie took me into his office and apologized. Today I saw a side of him I knew was there but hadn’t come out until that moment.” “Inside every "asshole" is a soft teddy bear.” “I was actually like really touched he gave me a hug and um a kiss on the forehead” “Man you sure meet a lot of mother fuckers as you go through life, but to live with one of them in your entire life is such a fucking punishment. The best thing I can do is shake it off and not let it get to me.” “I know you are tough.” “I can either make my own life a living hell by surrounding myself with shit or just think the best out of it and be optimistic” “That’s something I have to learn from you” “Damn, you know what? I hate how I grow up so fast. I feel like I’ve lived at least 20 years because of all the things life threw at me and taught me. And it’s also ironic how I still act like I’m 12” “Just enjoy life. Don’t be like me, I don’t have a life” ” I wish I had my own life. I wish I hadn’t to please everyone. My pap is lecturing again out there. I can’t stand people that can’t ever shut the fuck up” “What?” “My son of a bitch pap started talking and lecturing again” “I know, just ignore him” “You know what fuck you people… I’m fucking hate people that elevate themselves to the status of GOD and try to "teach" their "superior" ways to others. They just a fucking idiot, they should listen to themselves talk sometime…It's quite ludicrous.” “I know, those fucking idiots. I’m sorry for his PhD. Those fucking people gave me a nasty feeling about education. An inferior untouchable class, I’m sure in his sadistic mind that makes perfect sense and would be the perfect decision.” “He fucking bitch, saying how he is going to sell the house and not paying for my college, even though he is paying for my bitch lazy ass cousin to go to a private school” she cried with all her anger “Don’t even try to call yourself a father, just go fucking adopt yer niece. She can get down on her knees, kiss yer ass and suck yer dick like yo want her to but I’m not bending down. Fuck this shit; I’m not going to let some charlatan try to crush my path and my dreams right in front of me. It's funny how one can live with his daughter for 17 years and still not know what kind of person she is, what things she likes, how she thinks and do. Oh I’m sure I can just go ahead and TELL him” “Just fucking ignores him” I said. “Men that can’t ever prove themselves worthy as men, men that can’t ever prove themselves worthy as humans, fuck yo all, as soon as I can, I’m gonna get the fuck away from yo people, for all yo do is drag people down. Just dip my head in the fucking toilet and talk to it for the same level of compassion and understanding. I didn’t think I’d ever make a conclusion like that but being with such a motherfucker of a pap has really driven me into this corner.” “I know, just ignore him” “I’m moving out when I go to college, no questions asked. I’m fucking hate this house, this oppression. No one should ever have to put up with the bullshit I do. It's not even human. I’m proud that I’m still alive…” -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 6 2006, 08:19 AM
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he doesn't know how to smile
Holding things inside His eyes felt dry and he can't cry but onion made tears from his eyes yes, sometimes he has feelings of fear who can take them out for him? who can make him happy? things that needed to be released he wrote a sad song it's a sad song onion made tears from his eyes he can't hide himmself it's a sad song and who can sing it loud and long? he wrote a sad song his eyes felt dry and he can't cry it's a sad song who can take them out for him? he said if he believed in God would God send s.o to love him? and if he believed in love would love send s.o to save him? he wrote a sad song it's a sad song to sing it's a sad song Do you feel the sad rhythm? Will you sing it loud and long? yes, it's a sad song listen to his song in the middle of the night and singin it loud and long his eyes felt dry and he just can't cry if he believed in God would God send s.o to love him? and if he believed in love would love send s.o to save him? he wrote a sad song it's a sad song to sing it's a sad song will you love him? will you save him? it's a sad song he wrote a sad song -------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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Jan 7 2006, 02:47 PM
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Did you ever feel tired of bullshit? Did you ever wonder why people bullshit each other? It was so bullshit listening to your bullshit. Hey, life was full of bullshit. What was bullshit anyway? “Bullshit makes the world go round” I remembered some one told me that. Sorry that I jumped right into such a negative conclusion but I could not help it. Here, I gave you more. This shit came from another guy, not me. You read it “Why there is so much bullshit? Of course it is impossible to be sure that there is relatively more of it nowadays that at other times. There is more communication of all kinds in our time than ever before, but the proportion that is bullshit may not have increased. Without assuming that the incidence of bullshit is actually greater now, I will mention a few considerations that help to account for the fact that it is currently so great. Bullshit is unavoidable whenever circumstances require some one to talk without knowing what he is talking about. Thus the production of bullshit is stimulated whenever a person’s obligations to speak about some topic exceed his knowledge of the facts that are relevant to that topic__” Ok, I should stop here. The guy was full of bullshit. I guessed that was why he sold his bullshit to people. You remembered his name, Harry G. Frankfurt. The book’s name was bullshit. Hello, Mr. Frankfurt, selling “Bullshit” was so bullshit. But I was glad for the fact you bullshit people to get the book published. It was so bullshit. You had such a bullshit’s gift. I hoped you were happy with it because I did not. I made myself into such bullshit. Why victimize myself? Fucked it, I could not take it anymore. I was fucking blaming bullshit for bullshit reason with such a fucking bullshit attitude. I was fucking doing nothing but bullshitting. Ya mother fucker, fuckin bullshit, what bullshit ^&$%$# would I make? Nothing, the answer was nothing. I did this bullshit for bullshitting reason but it was the only bullshit I knew. I just wanted to put a bullet into my fucking head. Helped me, somebody helped me. I was so desperate. I was so tired. I just wanted to die. Why wouldn’t end my fucking life right here, right now? Why? I was a pussy. That was it.
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Jan 7 2006, 02:53 PM
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Sometimes in this world one of the hardest thing to realize is you cannot trust anybody. I lost my faith in the good, in people. All I see is jealousy, evil wearing innocent face. We chase fame, money or satisfaction, what human being is crazy about. The best thing that has happened for us is children. When you play with kids, kids don’t lie. You truly trust them and you can see how they trust you in their eyes. For a moment you are free from all the awareness, all that have imprisoned us for years. How we act? How we react? How we think? You just don’t care. You don’t care how you talk or why you do this or why you do that. Playing with kids, watching them holding your hands, you feel the innocence. Such a treasure time to be free to taste the world with a heart full of passion and enthusiasm, a time you once had but lost. So would you please do not teach kids the answer? Sometimes, it is just purely beautiful living without any answer. There is no tomorrow but only the present which we care the most. Let the hundred percentage of yourself be in the game, in what ever you are enjoy doing now. I know I don’t need to have everything and I don’t need to know everything in order to be happy. You may know that too. But I can’t feel that. And maybe you don’t. In the summer of 2005 I decided again to committee a hundred percentage of myself to live and to achieve. Again, “to live and to achieve what” I asked myself? Don’t you ever have doubt? I do have. I’m laying here question the unquestioned question and I feel stressful. To become an adult, I need to taste such process. Do I know how to be an adult? Again I repeated “to feel the illusion trapping us in a box, invisible box I have created for myself” and I said to myself “Hey, there is always ways, all you need to do is to find it”. Reason, it is amazing that everyone want a reason why reasoning for a reason without any reason at all. In order to maintain a kind of ability to act with certain of confidence is totally shallow. I said so without knowing so. I don’t know the why. Ok, as I am lying down on the floor closing my eyes and listening to the ceiling fan moving. I want a feeling of flowing to no where from no where. I felt a string and I hold it. I cleared my eyes and I saw it was a tale of an animal. I felt silence and I felt emptiness. Philosophy and emptiness, if philosophy cannot give me and answer, let the emptiness do the job. A long silence to moment a taste of air, to listen to myself going to sleep, I separated myself and listened to the rhythm of my sleep. I saw my body sleeping. I heard myself consciously, the sound of my sleeping.
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Jan 7 2006, 02:55 PM
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I’m watching my fingers. I’m watching my hands while trying to crack down some thoughts. What am I thinking right now? Hell knows. Who care for a solution? Here, the solution is. What the fuck? I’m fucking don’t understand myself. The best part is I got my own mind, my own ball. I’m testing myself hard and long. Cold, the ticking of the clock, Time is moving. I turned the light on because I start feeling afraid of the dark. What is the point of scheduling to busy myself? My head is empty but my mind is still sinking into something. I got a plan but what the plan is for? I got things that need to be sold. I need things to buy. I need to accumulate. Nickel and penny, the wealth, the meaning of life, now silence again. I feel like it is raining outside. I felt like rain is dropping into my face. This fucking place, why I am here? It is freaking me out.
-------------------- "As The Lightening Shineth from the East even unto the West..."
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